Quick quote

''Some stories dont have a clear beginning, middle and end,

life is about not knowing, having to change,

taking the moment & making the best of it,

without knowing whats going to happen next.''

Photoshoot

Home alone baby :') !!! Dad and sister left at 5am this morning for Ibiza, unfortunately i woke up too oh well i'll survive. Going to see best mate later on which shall be good fun :D !!

My mum's doing some recording at the moment for a small album kind of thing and she wanted me to take photos for the cover and i'm getting paid oh this feels good ;) Was really fun...basically she sang and i took the photos and yes i 'sang' along too. Terribly may i add ! Looking forward to Saturday cause im giving my room a bit of a new look, i get excited about these things okay ?!

I love my mamma, wish i inherited the singing gene...pfft. Right one more photo then i must be off, thing to do places to be ;) !

Ciao

x

Grr.

You've left me in complete silence...thanks for that. I haven't even done anything wrong ? Atleast tell me you want nothing to do with me anymore, painful yeah. But better than not knowing. I give up :) i tried. Give me a Costa now, oui ?

New day, new life, new me

Wow. What the hell was i thinking. I've just snapped out of it and bloody hell...that was completly pathetic of me ! Mmmm yeah im not letting myself go back there. I deserve better, i know i do and no thats not being big headed. Everyone has the right to be happy and frankly i wasn't.

''New day, new life, new me''

I hope your happy whatever you choose :)

Ciao

x

When that day comes i shall futterwacken..vigorously

Perfect day for a photoshoot :) hopefully they are free ! Actually had an early night for once and a long lie in...feel as fresh as a daisy. Im going to become terribly freckly and pink if i step outside, dislike my freckles ! Got my provisional licence form yesterday, photo too..i look miserable. Why can't we smile on passport photos ?! Happiness is goooood. While other's prefer to be grumpy and mull over depressing things i like to see the positive side, even if it takes me a little while! Random picture i took...is it me or do i have strange eyes...I wish you replied to my texts, i feel forgotten :(

Ahhh i have the urge to take photos...wheres my model ?! Anyway, a random quote from Alice and wonderland..amazing film.

''There is a place. Like no place on earth. A land full of wonder, mystery and danger! Some say to survive it: You need to be as mad as a hatter....which luckily i am''

Have a good day !
x

Weekend alass

Maths exam this morning, had a blonde moment and forgot some shapes : ha. But other than that i think i did pretty well ! I'm in a suspiciously good mood, i dont even know why...went town with the best mate today :) missed the tard. Bought some Red Diesel love that perfume not had it for years, perfume collection is slowly building back up - i like smelling good ? Mmm. Had a Costa of course and talked about what the hell were going to do, cause frankly me and lucy aren't destined for A levels. Oh oh oh and not forgetting I love you (: uploaded this photo for you since you abused my face.pfft.

'Waste of a starbucks bag, ha'

Took some photos cause i got bored, im not usually vain. Infact i pretty much hate my ugly mug of a face. Meh. Ohh thats a point i've uploaded them onto deviantart had it for ages, DA is awesome, heres my address anyway :- http://www.mademoiselle-lou.deviantart.com/ yeah yeah.

I'm off now my lovely's have a good weekend (:

Ciao

x

From my heart to yours

People change, including me...I've learnt alot about myself this year. Strange how quickly things can happen and how all of a sudden someone can be out of your life in a flash. Having a day alone really makes you think about things, good once in a while to be alone with your thoughts, other times not so good. I've mucked up so much recently im annoying myself, I'm difficult and moody and eurgh! I'm sorry i've hurt you and let you down, but no-ones perfect and the fact i'm still here for you if you need me and through all thats going on. I dont hate you.

Learnt a new song on the guitar, slowly getting better.. ever so slowly ! Have my last exam tomorrow, havent revised...whats wrong with me jeash : haven't seen everyone in such a long time, a levels ruining our social lives and its making us hermits pfft. I keep getting that horrible sick feeling and i dont want to be a slave to the way i feel about you.. :

You'll be reading this now and laughing but meh, maybe you can trust me now. If not i've just exposed myself for nothing. Went out with Jade yesterday bought a new top and watched the film 'Letters to juliet' im a sucker for a bit of romance, why cant life be as romantic and perfect as it is in the movies :( unrealistic love stories yet us girls keep watching them !

Ciao x