From my heart to yours

People change, including me...I've learnt alot about myself this year. Strange how quickly things can happen and how all of a sudden someone can be out of your life in a flash. Having a day alone really makes you think about things, good once in a while to be alone with your thoughts, other times not so good. I've mucked up so much recently im annoying myself, I'm difficult and moody and eurgh! I'm sorry i've hurt you and let you down, but no-ones perfect and the fact i'm still here for you if you need me and through all thats going on. I dont hate you.

Learnt a new song on the guitar, slowly getting better.. ever so slowly ! Have my last exam tomorrow, havent revised...whats wrong with me jeash : haven't seen everyone in such a long time, a levels ruining our social lives and its making us hermits pfft. I keep getting that horrible sick feeling and i dont want to be a slave to the way i feel about you.. :

You'll be reading this now and laughing but meh, maybe you can trust me now. If not i've just exposed myself for nothing. Went out with Jade yesterday bought a new top and watched the film 'Letters to juliet' im a sucker for a bit of romance, why cant life be as romantic and perfect as it is in the movies :( unrealistic love stories yet us girls keep watching them !

Ciao x