When that day comes i shall futterwacken..vigorously

Perfect day for a photoshoot :) hopefully they are free ! Actually had an early night for once and a long lie in...feel as fresh as a daisy. Im going to become terribly freckly and pink if i step outside, dislike my freckles ! Got my provisional licence form yesterday, photo too..i look miserable. Why can't we smile on passport photos ?! Happiness is goooood. While other's prefer to be grumpy and mull over depressing things i like to see the positive side, even if it takes me a little while! Random picture i took...is it me or do i have strange eyes...I wish you replied to my texts, i feel forgotten :(

Ahhh i have the urge to take photos...wheres my model ?! Anyway, a random quote from Alice and wonderland..amazing film.

''There is a place. Like no place on earth. A land full of wonder, mystery and danger! Some say to survive it: You need to be as mad as a hatter....which luckily i am''

Have a good day !
x

Weekend alass

Maths exam this morning, had a blonde moment and forgot some shapes : ha. But other than that i think i did pretty well ! I'm in a suspiciously good mood, i dont even know why...went town with the best mate today :) missed the tard. Bought some Red Diesel love that perfume not had it for years, perfume collection is slowly building back up - i like smelling good ? Mmm. Had a Costa of course and talked about what the hell were going to do, cause frankly me and lucy aren't destined for A levels. Oh oh oh and not forgetting I love you (: uploaded this photo for you since you abused my face.pfft.

'Waste of a starbucks bag, ha'

Took some photos cause i got bored, im not usually vain. Infact i pretty much hate my ugly mug of a face. Meh. Ohh thats a point i've uploaded them onto deviantart had it for ages, DA is awesome, heres my address anyway :- http://www.mademoiselle-lou.deviantart.com/ yeah yeah.

I'm off now my lovely's have a good weekend (:

Ciao

x

From my heart to yours

People change, including me...I've learnt alot about myself this year. Strange how quickly things can happen and how all of a sudden someone can be out of your life in a flash. Having a day alone really makes you think about things, good once in a while to be alone with your thoughts, other times not so good. I've mucked up so much recently im annoying myself, I'm difficult and moody and eurgh! I'm sorry i've hurt you and let you down, but no-ones perfect and the fact i'm still here for you if you need me and through all thats going on. I dont hate you.

Learnt a new song on the guitar, slowly getting better.. ever so slowly ! Have my last exam tomorrow, havent revised...whats wrong with me jeash : haven't seen everyone in such a long time, a levels ruining our social lives and its making us hermits pfft. I keep getting that horrible sick feeling and i dont want to be a slave to the way i feel about you.. :

You'll be reading this now and laughing but meh, maybe you can trust me now. If not i've just exposed myself for nothing. Went out with Jade yesterday bought a new top and watched the film 'Letters to juliet' im a sucker for a bit of romance, why cant life be as romantic and perfect as it is in the movies :( unrealistic love stories yet us girls keep watching them !

Ciao x

Just a quick one

Went to sleep at 2:30am and woke up at 5:30am im bloody insane, surprisingly refreshed i'll probably feel bloody shattered later !! I've pretty much done everything gah: saw the sunrise, tidyed my room, had cheerios and coffee :D, showered got changed did hair did makeup and now its 7:30pm jesus christ D:

Somethings seriously wrong with me, bad idea having coffee as soon as you wake up kinda shakey now..blergh ! Was talking to them until 2:30 then they fell asleep, as a result i fell asleep so woke up with webcam still on :') im so unattractive in the morning ! Now im listening to ellie goulding, shes a bit of a legend. I haven't revised yet really should but i seem to think exams aren't near. Bugger. Looks like it's going to be another amazing day

''Early morning start''

Good photo to whoever took it, i want that cup. Just realised i've got too many mugs..one london starbucks, normal starbucks and one beautiful damask one - its official, im a coffee geek. Right i've mumbled on about feck all so im off now sweeties (:

''You ask yourself theres got to be more than what im livin for, you ask your self theres got to be something more...well let the sunshine on your face, don't like your life go to waste''

Ciao my lovelys

x

I make lists..

I should be revising but frankly i cant save myself now...its too late. I've read one of the books and looked over a few notes and quickly peeked at a few key words. Enough now until later. In other words cram it all in tomorrow morning ! Decided to do a nice list of the things i want to do at the moment so here i go (:

-Stop biting my nails
-Finish my early years course (it's gonna take a frickin' miracle)
-Do the photography project
-Lose 7 pounds (good luck on that one ha)
-Revise properly for other exams
-Save my £100 and not be tempted to buy a digital SLR
-Be brave and get the tattoo done
-Socialise!

Short post but i have no time sorry. Until tomorrow lovelys (:
x

Un-british like weather

This weather is perfection so since i'm british i'm obviously going to comment on the weather ;) - ''Totally spiffing isn't it?! What what.'' Last night i stayed up with you until 3am i know i shouldn't have but you made me feel alive again. My brain is really frustrating me...i dont know what to do, i dont know how to feel and i just don't know. This blog isn't going to make much sense but if you are reading this .. don't ask haha. More of a post letting my feelings out, blogger's good for that im sure you'll agree (: ?

I've listened to Coldplay and MGMT since i woke up and i'm still not bored of them, love it when you find tracks you can listen to over and over again. Excellent. Oh gosh, get out my mind. I feel so horrible about this all, someone's gonna end up hurting and pain sucks. Why cant things be simple hmph. Mmm banana flavoured bubble gum om nom nom :D yeah anyway.

My freckles have gone bananza today, sat up on the roof with my sister..love the fact i can do that! Apart from we sit by the edges just incase it collapses haha, that'd be the end of us ! I really wouldnt mind a nice Pimms & lemonade right now or a Pina Colada get with the summery feel kinda thing. Wow, my sentences are mega short today. Really should be revising English since my exams on thursday, forget it my brains busy at the moment. Your fault gah. I can't write anymore, i'll leave you with a snippet from a coldplay song (:

''Oh no i see, a spider web and it's me in the middle, so i twist and turn, here i am in love in a bubble''

Totally love that picture, whoever took it's awesome. Anyway, i'm off to lye down and think about you even though i shouldn't.

Ciao sweeties x

Honestly, I love you blog.

My blog has slowly been forgotten over the last god knows how many weeks its been, i apologise for my despicable behaviour. But its not like you survive on my posts so i need not worry. This year is going scarily fast it's freaking me out, Im seventeen now...soon i will be parading the streets with my driving skills, im gonna wait a little. Yeah it was my birthday on Tuesday and me and one of my mates decided to do a joint 17th party. It was frickin immense - best party since...ever. We were very proud of ourselves i'll have you know, big heads much? Nah ! One of my favourite photos that night, great!Exam leaves started, the best bit about school ;) ! My English exam isn't for another nine days so i'm gonna chill for a day or two. Yes i know i should revise but im highly stressed out especially since it was my art deadline yesterday and i completed it in a very vague manner, not impressed with myself. I hadn't slept since Saturday night after the party, didn't know how much i actually drank but i had a sandpaper like tongue.

Anyway. Yeah. Where was i ? Oh right yeah !! Sunday i went to London and it was amazing, despite me crying & the rain hurling down. The bits that made it so much better were the fact i was actually in London again, random italians asking us to give them a tour of London, the sheer amount of coffee i drank, the fact my aunty/cousin/whatever she is its complicated bought me a London starbucks mug and then raving to 80s music the entire journey home in the car embarrassing random drivers made it amazing ! and breath charlotte...*breathes*. I hope this blog post is up to your high standards my lovelys. If not...well .. :'(

Ciao my lovelys

x

p.s blog..iloveyou x